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so today is christmas bla bla, merry christmas and all
but this post is not for those who have someone to celebrate with

u see, ive been living alone for like i dunno, a week? maybe its cuz i had this lil party thing at my place yesterday, today i feel extra crap

waking up with a headache, from drinking alcohol alone
had a depressing shower, looked around, and of cuz im still alone in this house

looked in the fridge, nothing to eat, so i go out to grab something to eat, hoping that id feel less lonely from seeing ppl and shops and stuff
but thats not how it turned out

i drove around, cars r rare, busy roads became deserted, shops r all closed.
luckily, the place that i often go to eat is still open.

i walk in, the waiter asked, "how many people?" ... one
as i ate alone in the table, i see ppl walk by in crowds smiling and talking and all
then i look at my table, 3 upside down cups, and one for myself

as i finished my meal, i went to pay to the lady that is a frnd of my mums.
she knows im living alone these days, so shes like "come here whenever if u want :)"
i just sighed, saying "im feeling so grey" and walked to the empty car park, went in the only car in sight, mine.

drove home feeling like the dude from 'i am legend'

now im here at home, empty cans and bottles in front of my comp
forever alone

its over

as the title says, nothing much to it

christmas party?

okies~ so firstly we all know its christmas right?
mmm so firstly i wanna say that christmas is not a day of santa claus or like, w/e
its a birthday that we all celebrate, whos? well jesus :P
thats y its called christ-mas
its not actually his bday on christmas eve, but if u rly wanna know u can look it up :P
so happy birthday soon to a cool dude who did so much to us :)

then other than that, i went to some christmas party today
too much girls tbh rofl so much chick flicks hahaha
the traffic was rly bad as well, i was late by like ... iono 5 hours? HAHAHA
played heaps of mah-jong, long time no play la :P (so like im apparently suppose to be pro cuz im from hongkong hahaha)

but wat ive got out of it, is mostly a tonne of food HAHAHA
cuz im literally living alone now, and cooking is just not my thing :P (even though my gf called me lazy for that kekeke)

ah but the sad part is, my gf is rly busy with decorating and helping her mum wrapping stuff and all :/
so basically that means we wont be doing anything until after christmas :(
aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

o wells i guess ill just live by this song

:D

well i guess im done and over with the EAS thing

but all these doesnt matter now, ive been waiting for this day for a long time :P
cuz LUEYS BACK! from jap

wat more can i say?

just hope we can go do something together :)

>( not happy

ok so i just had a hectic sleep over night thingy from youth, it was cool and all, i got home pretty happy, checked my email, then it says i got a notification from UAC

so fine, i checked it,
turns out the EAS (special consideration thingy) FRKIN REJECTED MY ELIGIBILITY

man, srsly im pretty annoyed, as rare as it is, im actually not very happy at all >(

sigh i guess i shud be happy that my gf is coming back to aus in like wat? 2~3 days? and i rly need a happy mood since im gonna mc for tmr for these elderly ppl for Christmas and all
God help me :(

all in all, this UAC system is totally flawed, i dont think they have any idea wat its like to feel some tubes inserted into ur body, feel it curl around within ur chest, and withstand such extreme pain to a stage where ur body attempts to help itself by going into a black out stage

UAC, srsly? me no eligible? get real

guess wat i thought of when i heard this song?

be aware, cheesy post ahead

sigh so my gf flew overseas 2 days ago...

i miss her so much :(

so wat im doing now is pretty much looking at pictures of her, so pretty x)

and im quite bored now tbh
i got battlefield3, dark souls, skyrim, LoL
allllllllllll these games cant replace someone important to u sigh :/

cant wait til she comes back x)

plan,
spend christmas together? :D

good neighbour

wat is good neighbour u may ask? (or may not since im guessing most of u who read this do play / played vball)
it is basically the annually biggest vball competition in australia, which is held within several different venues within canberra

so all in all, i was happy and a lil disappointed :/

i am happy
becuz i coached a jnr boys team in which i see great potential in, like for a lot of them, its their first time in such a big comp, and we managed to quite easily get a 3rd
+ it was actually my first time ever coaching srsly, with all the proper procedure and stuff, rly cud be quite frustrating sometimes
but then again, well played boys, very proud

and most of all my gf played in goodneighbour as well
and of cuz, got an achievement of 3rd place, her first time as well :O
but i knew shes a pretty good player as is alrdy, she just wont admit it :P

a lil disappointed
becuz well... its been quite busy, i had hoped to had more one on one time with my gf
but its all good, we had progress ;)

and also the fact that, now that this is done, i dont think i have any more planned meaningful activities any more for the coming.... 3 months?

if u got any ideas, let me know :L but nothing that may affect lungs pls

ALSO, my lung actually had a mini collapse again :S
but at this very moment, its actually healed itself up already, feeling.... well not 100, but 99%? tis all good :D



for the funny things that happened, we put jason's shoe in the freezer for a few hours, microwaved his other shoe for 10~20 sec
also took off hao's pants while he was sleeping and put the frozen shoe in

and... this and that, nothing too special happened otherwise


and i wonder.... if i did something wrong? :/

YESS!!

haha no surgery requireeed~~~
i can resume on gyming~~~
can vball after a month~~~

awwwwww yeaaaaaaaaa

school life is OVER!

ye so im done with hsc (higher school certificate), and the next step is uni now :P

i got like..... 4 months, they say its the longest holiday in ur life but meh
sigh due to my lung thingy (pneumothorax) i gotta do a surgery some time soon
that also means that, no excercises, no traveling bla bla i said it before

but meh, at least theres 2 things i look forward to
1. good neigbhours tournament (massive vball tournament)
yes yes, i know i cant play, but then i picked up the role of coaching, which means i dont have to pay for accomodation, how hectic is that LOL
+ it relates to my second thing which is

2. spending time with my gf
since hsc was in the way, we havent rly got to see each other much, but now that its over i guess we can finally spend some time together =)
shes also going to the tournament, which means that its sorta like a lil trip for us as well? =P

o and i was thinking, i wasnt rly gonna reveal who my gf was until after hsc, so...
yea, almost all my frnds know alrdy, its luanna =P
so wat now? u guys gonna link this everywhere? lol


ah! and during hsc, ive been working on some papercrafting hardcore style
ive made a pistol, which i might be posting up a video of the test firing soon xD
its fully made of paper, with only 2 springs and one lil metal rod
im rly looking forward to test firing =D

completed 4u maths... my life is now complete

ye ye so like the title says, obviously
ive just completed the highest scaling subject in nsw of australia, and most possibly the hardest, today

ye well obviously, i wudnt dare to say i aced it, i doubt anyone ever rly did
but hey, i cud say that i attempted them all at least :P

the sad part is, not remembering how to do something that u shud know how to do, but meh, its all over, im done climbing over the highest mountain, now its just the small slopes that i have to fix and im done with my hsc


but if uve been a follower of this blog (which surprised me big time when someone told me that they had been reading this for a year, lawl), u wud know that after hsc, i cudnt go anywhere and do anything anyways
just a surgery on my lungs then pain for like weeks :L

o wells, wat doesnt kill me makes me stronger

gl to my fellow hsc-ers, ima chillax

conquered eng!

so ye, im done and done with eng as a subject xD
just finished my last exam earlier today, and got home and ripped my eng notes apart >:)
so 2 exams down, 4 to go
4u maths next week monday, gogogo!

ah and... its funny how me having a gf is meant to be like... sorta a secret until after hsc, i didnt rly disturb anyone's focus on their studies etc
but meh, they found out, a handful know who she is, which tbh i dun rly mind

and to cut the cheese, shes pretty close to perfection :P
i mean, a gf that likes to play fps games (ie first person shooter) jackpot much?

catchya all laters, dont be jelly :P



ah, and a verse for all u ppl who may struggle in w/e u r gonna do in life, heres a verse for u, 1 samuel 18:14
"in everything he did he had great success, because the Lord was with him." (this was a verse to king david)

i was hospitalised zzz

hey guys, just fyi, i was hospitalised for approx 12 days... right before my hsc zzz
and it pretty much screwed me over in many ways :/
u can read these diary entries and get an understanding of wat i went through if u r bored enough :P
ah and just some special notes:
went in gp and got 120 heart rate (my normal is like 60, 55 ish when im very fit)
apparently was life threatening etc etc bla bla da da


Day 2 morning

sleep was... not that great =/
perhaps...3 hours max?
breakfast was great though =)
even though i was roomed with two elderly women, they say that i might be movingsoon to another room
my left ribs hurts like crap =/
this better get me some good atar >=D

Tony

Day 2 lunch
food - much better than i expected
found out that i cant fly in 3 months time =/
guess i cant attend my sister's wedding over seas

got to know about the roomates, nice ladies =)
my sister and quincy came to visit, saw the fb wishes, it was nice to see =)

Tony


Day 3 morning

forgot to write for last nights dinner lol
dinner was awesome, had lamb steak~! i had 2nds as well
and we got a new guy called arthur, he had a mini stroke, he is a pretty funny old man
machines not bubbling no more, by all means a good sign
oxygen cut off, no need for mask anymore
and seems like they r gonna clamp the tube (ie take the tube out of my ribs) as well
hopefully im going home soon =D

day 3 dinner

turns out im not gonna be discharged as soon as i thought... =/
arthur and joy had moved to a new ward, the 2 new ladies arent very... well, not as funny and friendly as arthur and joy =/
so there arent much talking in the ward anymore =/
my gf is my ultimate source of entertainment =3


Day4 lunch

trev n ivan n jenny r here right now watching me write lol, food is still great
they asked me about the dates on my hand LOL
truth shall be revealled soon >=) kekeke
after HSC noobs!
talked to the asian lady next to me, she is pretty cool =)
ivan wrote* Ivan was here (:
jenny wrote* Hi :)
trevor wrote* 車flower was here

Tony

Day 4 lights out

first time peeing in a bottle =/
cuz the machinery got more complex and stuff, walking to the toiet is very troublesome
so le bottle had being introduced =P
GF visiting tmr!! very excited =)
hope i could sleep well tonight

im given a stronger painkiller now, endome? its actually ok
makes u drowsy, but that cud be a good thing here i suppose =)
ok, lights out! and im tired
oh! and the foreigner patient's family were real nice, how do i know? one of them shared the gospel with me
then said "god bless u" after she saw my bible in my hand as wel =)

Tony

Day 5

very dramatic day...
gladys seems to be... terminal
from wat i heard form the convo between the relatives to the doctors
gladys cant even stay awake for one second now... her relatives cried...
mrs cho? chow? the asian neighbour got discharged, she happily gave me her magazines etc to me, so i wouldnt be bored

though it may have been depressing seeing ppl come and go before my eyes,
my gf did kindly take some of her time out to visit, i was very happy then =)
she is the best!!!! x)

so after seeing the2 roomates "come and go", it makes me wonder
how would my very own results be? like chow's? or like gladys?
i must stay strong, for the Lord is with me, and i cant let my gf worry

Tony

Day 6 dinner

i got transferred to northshore hospital today, i think ill have to do the surgery, hope i dont
they also told me that i cant play sports in 6~8 weeks...
im devestated... becuz in november, the biggest annual volleyball competition happens in canberra
i was hoping that i could go, its something i look forward to each year...
+ my gf wud be going as well...
sigh
my end of year plans are all down to ruins... at least i still got my gf =)
gotta keep ur hopes up! or u wont heal as fast!
even though the day was rather depressing, thx to my gf, i smiled on the day
gotta love a good gf <3

Tony

Day 7 breakfast

just hit one week benchmark :/

food was ok, got hot food for breakfast here, which is better...
but im just not that enthusiastic anymore =/

single room now, kinda boring, and mornings r always lonely

just found out my bro's thing can audio record so ill do those too

my mum only tells me ti study day in day out, and tells me to tank on the pain n not take the painkilers cuz it makes me drowsy
does she care abt me or my marks?
im not quite sure...

cant wait til im discharged, i miss my gf a lot =)

cant go goodneighbours volleyball tournament, cant go to my sis' wedding overseas, hsc is screwed...
rofl and i thought my eq is high...

but no worries, i know god is with me, faith is all i need

Tony

Day 7 night time

hmm, a few 'first' today
during the operation of inserting a second drain (a pipe into the ribs, just out of the lungs)
the pain was very intense, my will was sufficient, but my body wanted to black out, that was a new experience to me =S
its like, suddenly your whole body sweats like crazy, and your vision becomes darkened and blurred out, ur whole body feels heavy
not exactly a cool feeling
my left shoulder is tired, probably because the new drain is attached to the upper chest muscle directly
after the new drain, i could only move my right arm normally, so i texted ppl rofl...

just when i was in immense pain, my caring gf talked to me, so the pain were all gone =)
my bro's thingy ran out of battery in half a day zz
useless

oh and my parents visited and like, talked to the nurse in a semi-rage-like tone
she is just so rude rofl..

sepcial thx to my gf and god and jesus and holy spirit

Tony

Day 8 morning

wow guess wat, ive been here so long that i had invented my very own formulas to solving rubix cube
its not a rly speedy solve, but it requires thinking, and its really easy to remember=)
if u have high logic, it would work very well for u, and make solving rubix cube a fun thing, not just a mechanical memory thing
so in detail, there r 2 main moves with the Rv F< R^ F>
____________________________________on 3rd reptition, A n c exchanges locations with B n D respectively
__/_/_/A/| with the oppoite colours remaining opposite, ie
_/_/_/_/|| from diagram, letter A wud go to the right face
/_/_/B/|||
|_|_|_|||/
|_|_|_||/
|D|_|C|/

_______________________________each move, A, B, C would go on a rotaton, the up side of the block will not change
__/_/_/_/| the up face, meaning the letters u see now, ie, if the
_/_/_/A/|| colour was A, in rotation, it wud replace B and C etc
/_/_/_/|||
|_|_|_|||/
|_|_|B||/
|_|C|_|/

so clearly on 6th rep, nothing will happen, ie return to original state
i call this the L method (someone frkn... GARRRR)

they r going to check how my 2nd pipe goes, if it had solved the prob =/
hopefully it did and i can go see my gf =)

ps goooood news came just now, its all looking good x)
still gonna have to do big surgery sometime or later though, cuz the chance of it happening again is now 50% for me :/
so... only temporal treatment atm =/

Tony

Day 9 lights out

it is finally confirmed, if all goes well, i will be discharged on on tuesday, which wud be day11
they say the x ray looks good, they will take the drains out tmr
if its still fine after xray, going home the day after
or rather, go meet my g =)
pains r greatly reduced now, i dont rly need to ask for any painkillers in general
finally off suction, so right now i can walk to the toilet with ease
thank god =)

Tony

ouch :/

hmm today, i had 2 vball games which i looked forward to...
but my back stuffed up
GARHG
i tried to bargin my coach to let me play the 2nd game even at the last point, didnt work :/ quite a bit of a lol though

now its hurting like crap :/

ah and abt the trials, i got some results back alrdy, all except maths
mmm... i rkn it was ok, i expected better actually, but since all of them r like 10% above average i guess i should be happy....
but thats probs not good enough for maths
and i know i didnt ace maths :S
lets hope for the best eh :/ sigh

anyways i started watching 'kiss and cry'
its basically like a bunch of korean celebs learning and competing to do figure skating, its just pretty awesome :D
highly recommended by me :)

the last suffering

lol hey
dont be decieved by the title, i just mean that the last exam is tmr, and afterwards i can chill a bit before i rly go through my ultimate exams of hsc

just got home from a vball match, nothing spectacular
i realised that one of my teamate was a cop, and technically still is, and he drives like a beast LOL
he got 3 strips or something, thats pretty high ranked i think?

o wells, studies again, ive been chilling out a lil too much during last week rofl, now i gotta make up for it :P

smell u lots later

im screwed

just finished, or rather, failed, my ex 2 maths exam

it may sound like im boasting, but in my experience of life, there is not a single exam that contained questions that i had no clue upon how to solve
until today

although i do admit that i cudve worked harder at studying, i dont think that i cudve achieved much better even if i did :/

sigh o wells, thats the highest hill i climbed over, now its just the lil humps and im done, shud be happy abt it :/

the day before maths exam

sigh as the title says, thats wat today is
though i still played for my volleyball club this morning because i feel that it is part of my responsibility to play in something im part of, even though most ppl wud probs just say,
why the F*** wud u play the day before"

another problem is, the math exam im doing is the top level maths available in high school, and this is pretty much my last one, excluding the ultimate one which is unrelated to school anyways.

o wells lets just talk abt something happy, today in volleyball, i played against a team called cedars
i heard they get paid to play, just basically a pro team
and my one of my team mate, trevor, shows up in the morning with a hangover, ROFL
but either way, i roofed (or block a massive spike so that it hit the ground straight away) one of their hitters, muahaha >:D

but right now im heaps tired, i guess ill take a nap before i study, or maybe my body is just lazy, or rather, i am :P

ps today a classmate of mine asked me to open the locks of the maths staff room today (yes, i know how to pick locks cuz once im interested in something, theres no stopping me from learning it :P)
i was just like, bro, u nuts? HAHA that silly fool :P

music i came across

i believe everyone knows daft punk?
if u dunno u shud check them out, they r just awesome rofl
heres a song that i came across and its just so awesome



makes me frkin jizz :D

its just.. so good that even me, a person who loves classical, wud move to it, AWESOME!

sigh exams... again

sup
im currently having my trials, or in other words, the last lot of examination before i graduate
i dun rly know whether its such a good thing lol, time just flew by so quick, a moment ago i was only learning volleyball, now looking back im pretty much playing the top level of volleyball in nsw of aus

sigh, over time frnds were made, frnds were lost... though im thankful that its been all good :)thank god for that

o wells y get all depressive, since im 18 for quite a while now, i can finally avoid the grasp of this monstrous creature >;D

lols o wells im back to study

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relaxation

waddup guys

wat comes after a hard time? a good time ;)
wat comes after a storm? a rainbow
so as long as we work hard through w/e problem u have, the next day will be a sunny day :D
well for me, thats after the 4u exam i had on thursday
but then of cuz, it was hard as, id be happy if i pass :/
however, after a hard exam, i usually feel like.... dropping a heavy load off my shoulders, dunno if thats just me though :P

so now, i can finally start playing some games and watch korean stuff.... before the next big thing :P
treasure the good moments!

ciao

sigh exams

waddup guys... and girls

did a math exam today, 3u (for those who dont know, thats like, advance mathematics)
didnt do too well :/ hopefully i cud get 70 + % :/ fat chance though :/
and 4u (....advance of advance maths) exam 2 days later, fml :/

ah wells, i guess i cant blame anyone. though i shud be thankful enough that god had blessed me with such natural talent to do 4u maths without studying, and just full time going on my volleyball career. but i guess ive been abusing this natural talent too much, same goes for chem and physics :/

a few days ago a classmate asked if i update this blog, i was surprised to hear that someone actually read these lol
so ill see if i have time to type up anything awesome when i get the chance to


ok, lets move on to a less depressing topic, volleyball :D
i think i mentioned earlier im playing in top division possible this year, and it just happens that i realized, that im going to be playing with 2 players that plays in AVL (aus vball league) and that one of them is from the NZ national team LOL
so lets see if i cud learn big time this coming sunday

sydneeeyyyyyyy NORTH!!!

ps, the eng poster from my last post, here it is

took abt 2 days planning, 2 days of templates and one day to put it together

just another day of weekend

so... basically i just felt like typing up another post, no big deal

just played games the whole day, league of legends, sad? maybe :P
its cuz ive been working on this physics assessment the whole week and i havent played a single game lol, so ye, just giving myself a lil reward i guess :P

fully worked out on yesterday, feeling sore as crap :D i hope ill bulk up soon enough :D
and eh, helped my bro work out, srsly, his naked upper body is not that good to look at lol, its good that hes working out i guess, AND STOP WEARING BAGGY PANTS WHILE U WORK OUT, ESPECIALLY IF U R GONNA BE TOPLESS GAH

and sigh, y the heck is making a damn poster so important in english
due on wednesday, but i havent started, i basically only got 3 days to do this zz
rofl, y not make visual art compulsary instead? sigh

aaaaaannnnnnyyyyyy ways, during youth, i made a commitment to myself saying that ill set a good example to the world as a christian, cuz it rly saddens me to see those so called "christians" holding up signs saying things like god hate homos or something, that is just... sigh

question for thought of the day:
can a person with faith but no work be saved?

ha, ive forgotten abt this blogspot thingy :P

right~ so ive pretty much forgotten abt this blogspot thing, and i apologise if anyone ever actually read my posts :P

to those who dont know me and r reading this, well thanks, and im in my final year of high school this year, wont be long till i graduate and stuff... actually im not rly looking forward to it, i like the way it is :/

just a quick summary of wat happened in my life until now (maybe i can grow up and come back to this site and read this and feel old rofl)

so..... basically, i tried out for the state team, and when its down to the stage where they had to just cut a few more ppl, i got cut, including a frnd of mine.
yea, real sad, but so wat? get over it i guess, nothings gonna change except for urself when shit happens. i learnt from my youth camp that, we shud "rejoice in suffering", because wat doesnt kill u makes u stronger right? ;)

another thing is, well ive pretty much changed a lot in my life style i guess, thanks to the youth camp. i am dedicated christian now, not saying that i bible bash everyone, its just.... i guess its an enlightening experience. so i admit that ive done some dirty things, things that im ashamed of telling the world, but now its just completely gone from my life, and im proud of that :) kept my goals for almost 6months now, its possible to change ur life, if u try hard :)

ah, and assuming that everyone knows im a volleyball freak, ive been teaching some younger grades some vball skills, and im proud to say that today i realized how much they have improved, i feel like a dad watching his sons and daughters growing up :')
and i swear some of them rly got potential, they mightt own me some day ... soon :D

and ive also started playing in the top division in vball, but thats probs not the most interesting thing to talk abt :P

OH and ive started working out just a few days ago, doing bench press and stuff is RLY fun... for me at least :P i hope ill be able to bulk up quick and rid of the label of lanky guy soon :D

well, thats one hell of an update, ill read this someday and think to myself, hey, my life is not bad at all :P, or something like, im glad that my purity is still here :)